Sex and the Church

Wouldn't it be interesting if there really was a newspaper column called "Sex and the Church" (instead of Sex and the City) I bet so many people would read it

Anyway this past Sunday we had a guest speaker come in to our youth group while our pastor was out of town. And when I went to introduce myself and welcome her before worship started she seemed very nice and mild. But DANG, when she went up to speak she was like FIRE. I was so shocked. She's worked in youth groups all around the world and in that one sermon she talked about murder, sex, pornography. HAHA the youth kids must have been like =O But you know what? I really liked it.

That Sunday I realized that our church, like most korean churches (and korean culture in general) I'd day, is very conservative. We do not talk about SEX or PORN or MASTURBATION!! Goodness gracious no! In our korean church culture we cringe even saying/hearing those words.

This season of my life I've been asking God to help me understand the Word more, like foreals. You know in the song “Heart of worship” there’s a line that says I’m sorry Lord for the thing I made it. And it’s so true. A lot of times a lot of us twist the word. But I don’t want my experiences, opinions, my church to be the filter for the Bible. It’s gotta be the other way around. The BIBLE is the standard! And recently I’ve been meditating on Psalm 119:34-36. I will share

Give me understanding and I will keep your law and obey it with all my heart. Direct me in the path of your commands, for there I find delight. Turn my heart toward your statues and not toward selfish gain. Turn my eyes away from worthless things; preserve my life according to your word.

Mmm yes. I don’t want the worthless things. I want abundant life!

I’ve also been praying (esp because of youth group) that God would make me a pure vessel for his truth and his love. You know what I mean? I mean there’s the “Eurri” version of what she knows about God’s love and the bible, but my version only taints it. I want God to make me pure so I can be a less clogged artery for His life-giving blood. Haha.

Ok, so basically I’ve been asking God to help me understand the Bible for what it really says and I’ve been asking God to make me pure.

Now with all that going on, I found a book in my house that I totally forgot I ever had, which I just started reading. My youth group teacher gave it to our whole class back in high school. The book is called “QUESTIONS you cant ask your Mama about SEX” and it’s basically a bunch of sex questions answered biblically. It’s really interesting and it makes me laugh out loud sometimes because it’s super straight forward and sarcastic at times. And isn’t it interesting that I find this because HOW many times does the bible talk about “sexual immorality” specifically. Yet how much of that do I really understand or hear about in church? (Again the church can’t be the filter for the bible) So really what is sexual immorality? What is it??

The book I’m reading talks about God’s calling to Holiness and with that comes purity and with that comes sexual purity. And one thing I thought was really interesting is that it says ‘virginity does not equal purity. Many Christians maintain their virginity technically, yet live hedonistic lifestyles. Purity is a lifestyle.’ So basically there are Christians who may not be a virgin but who are more pure than you. Hm.

It’s crazy. Haha. Man, some of the questions asked in this book are like RIDICULOUS. But to answer the previous question just in case you didn’t know and wanted to they summarize it like this “if it’s used to cause arousal, it’s sexual.” But again, it’s not just about sex. It’s about God’s command for us to be holy because He is holy.