These fires... they're making me crazy. I seriously had a little crazy time in my car last night trying to figure out where to go. And the combination of not getting enough sleep the night before + seriously needing to start my period + the news + the crazy sky looking like atomic bombs went off and the mountains looking like volcanoes + my crazy mind + my capacity to feel brokenness in this world + listening to Jesus music = mini emotional breakdown HAHAHA. I was a hot mess, crying and laughing as i was driving. Crying because I'd get overwhelmed by everything and then laughing thinking "wow. I'm being crazy. HAHA calm down.. its not even bad" LOL
But thank you Jesus for delivering me into a safe place. First into hope and reassurance of God's sovereignty. Over all and always. Second I am very thankful for people who can really remind me of God's love and goodness, in tiny and big ways. Thank you to everyone for housing me and thank you to those who comforted me when i was being mad. haha. we can look like Maya from heroes together. AHAHA
Most people dont even know/care really about what's happening. But its crazy. People are losing their homes. Some people are watching their homes burn. And then all of a sudden i thought about homeless people. How empty they must feel not belonging, displaced. Not belonging to a place, and some not belonging to people. What a deep sadness. Then I thought how amazing it is that I do belong somewhere, not merely a home but a heavenly place. I belong in heaven.
Seriously. Who am i to have this hope. And I was reminded last night as I was talking to a sister, who am I for God to intervene and save me from sin when it says how God gave some over to their sins. It really is amazing and unexplainable grace.
O man... blogging makes me think of more to blog about. HAHA more later.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
OMGOSH!
Wow. I know I wrote a tidbit about this on my facebook status but that little line is just not enough to express how i feel right now...
So whenever people would gather around and start talking about all their favorite childhood shows I would hesitate before asking about these certain ones. But I'd always ask JUUST in case someone knew what i was talking about. However, I am left disappointed each time. But now..alas. I've discovered them on youtube!!! AMAZING!
If you've ever heard about my childhood stories with Eumi, then you are bound to have heard the one about us pretending to be koalas and climbing up our couch and eating geem (seaweed) that was sticking out of our blinds (which of course we strategically placed beforehand). Well here it is.. the show that inspired it all, that NO one seems to recall
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEZVaD1psOE
Youtube is amazing. After this one I found all these other ones that I had thought I dreamt up but no..its real, so real.
Like this one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6HUedbFa9A&NR=1
the scene at 35 sec with the little person on the bunches of grapes. That image has been burned into my brain for YEARS. And I seriously thought I might've made it up but then I found it! O_O
And eeguh..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAphcvZaS8I&feature=related
This was the "other" knome show.. or little guy with a pointy hat show.. HAHAAH omgosh
And then of course there was this freaky thing...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmgmXgoBZFo
but anyway...
Dang. I am pretty satisfied right now. The comments on some of these videos are so hilarious.
"i could so cry...i didnt even know that anyone would have this!! "
"Ommmg. Nobody ever remembers this show! "
"I remember I would watch this and Noozles all the time when I was a kid. Ah the memories..."
Sigh. I am not alone.
So whenever people would gather around and start talking about all their favorite childhood shows I would hesitate before asking about these certain ones. But I'd always ask JUUST in case someone knew what i was talking about. However, I am left disappointed each time. But now..alas. I've discovered them on youtube!!! AMAZING!
If you've ever heard about my childhood stories with Eumi, then you are bound to have heard the one about us pretending to be koalas and climbing up our couch and eating geem (seaweed) that was sticking out of our blinds (which of course we strategically placed beforehand). Well here it is.. the show that inspired it all, that NO one seems to recall
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEZVaD1psOE
Youtube is amazing. After this one I found all these other ones that I had thought I dreamt up but no..its real, so real.
Like this one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6HUedbFa9A&NR=1
the scene at 35 sec with the little person on the bunches of grapes. That image has been burned into my brain for YEARS. And I seriously thought I might've made it up but then I found it! O_O
And eeguh..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAphcvZaS8I&feature=related
This was the "other" knome show.. or little guy with a pointy hat show.. HAHAAH omgosh
And then of course there was this freaky thing...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmgmXgoBZFo
but anyway...
Dang. I am pretty satisfied right now. The comments on some of these videos are so hilarious.
"i could so cry...i didnt even know that anyone would have this!! "
"Ommmg. Nobody ever remembers this show! "
"I remember I would watch this and Noozles all the time when I was a kid. Ah the memories..."
Sigh. I am not alone.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Madness
Hmm. So much change in such a short time no? I dont know. HAHA
Well. I am now officially serving at youth group in church! =O Yep I ate durian wafer and burped up gas for an entire day at the retreat last weekend. LOL. What has God gotten me into? Haha but seriously I dont think anyone but me knows how much grace is in my serving at church. But thank you God, redeemer of all things.
The STSMers are BACK!! Man. They were so blessed. How do I know? Cus I've only heard "the faintest whispers of how great You are" and it's been a crazy blessing to me already. I've only had crumbs but they're tasty!
....
Wow. I totally went on a yogurtree break while writing this and now I dont remember what else I had to say. Until next time...
Well. I am now officially serving at youth group in church! =O Yep I ate durian wafer and burped up gas for an entire day at the retreat last weekend. LOL. What has God gotten me into? Haha but seriously I dont think anyone but me knows how much grace is in my serving at church. But thank you God, redeemer of all things.
The STSMers are BACK!! Man. They were so blessed. How do I know? Cus I've only heard "the faintest whispers of how great You are" and it's been a crazy blessing to me already. I've only had crumbs but they're tasty!
....
Wow. I totally went on a yogurtree break while writing this and now I dont remember what else I had to say. Until next time...
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